Well, I had to change my appointment after all. The training has been moved back to the first week of February. Luckily, I was able to change it to that Friday, the 6th. My training is supposed to be over by noon on Friday so the 1:30 appointment I made should be no problem. If the training runs over, I'm just going to have to leave early. The schedule says noon so I'm out of there at noon. I want that appointment to be here already though! I want some reassurance that everything is okay. I want to hear a heartbeat. I want to be able to tell people!!!

There's a woman at work who is leaving in March. She's been very unhappy here since she came back from maternity leave last June. She tried to switch departments and they wouldn't let her so she decided to go back to school to get her masters and rejoin another company later. I'm so sad to see her go. I really like her! It also worries me that the company won't respond to my needs about maternity leave and workload when I get back. I have some other fairly new moms around here to talk to about their situations though. It seems to be working out fine for them so I can only hope it does for me too.