I'm back. Sorry again for being gone so long. I was out at training all last week again. There's nothing much going on anyway.

I'm not sure if I'm showing yet or not. I'm definitely getting bigger but right now, to me, it just looks like I'm putting on weight. Since I'm always so weight-conscious, this is hard for me. The old me (the before baby one) would immediately watch my diet, limit calories, etc until I came back down. The new me knows I can't do that, that this is normal, and that I just have to accept it for now. So, I am going to watch what I'm eating to make sure I eat healthy but I won't be limiting anything. And I will still be exercising to combat any unnecessary weight gain.

Wednesday will be 15 weeks. 15! Pretty soon, I should be able to feel the baby move inside. By pretty soon, I mean anytime in the next 5 weeks. I'll be paying closer atttention to my stomach to try and feel those first flutters of movement. I can't wait until Kris can feel it from the outside. He, unfortunately, is such an outside spectator to this whole thing yet. He wasn't able to make my last doctor appointment, so he hasn't heard the heartbeat yet. I'm hoping he can come with next week. If he can't, my sister is patiently waiting in the wings. :) She has the day off that day and would like to come to an appointment with me at some point to hear the heartbeat and stuff. My mom would like to as well. I'm going to ask my mother-in-law if she'd like to come too. I have enough appointments left that I should be able to bring them each with me at least once. Anyone else want to come? :)